I Think This is Happening

I peed on a wondfo this morning and was happy to see a very faint line, but sad that it wasn't very dark.  I was worried, but still cautiously optomistic.  I decided to stop testing until my beta, feeling that being a little bit pregnant was ok until then.

Then we went to Walmart later in the day.  And I passed by the pregnancy tests.  I lost my will.  I quickly shooed my H and FIL away and bought a FRER 3 pack.  We rushed home and I decided to pee.

My first legit, really there, not imagining it, probably true, probably not a trigger (14 days past trigger) BFP.

I am in shock and really bad at keeping a poker face.  I have no idea how I'm going to make it through the next 2 days without telling my FIL