Saturday, November 24, 2012

The last....

Today I will take my last BCP and have my last glass(es) of wine before this cycle gets going. The last glass of wine until I am either done breastfeeding or I get AF.  I really hope its the former. 

This weekend I've found myself getting too optimistic about this cycle, thinking of things that will happen next year with a baby.  The baby would be perfectly timed for Christmas cards and cute Baby's First Christmas outfits, as well as football themed pictures.  It is dangerous to think like this, and obviously I know that this may not work, but this is a marked change for me.  I truly believe that in the next month we will either get pregnant or discover the reason why we can't.

So, let me raise a glass and toast to whatever comes next.....




2 comments:

  1. Ugh I do the same thing of planning future "maybe" situations. *hugs* I hope this is it for you!

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  2. Good Luck! Here's to hoping it is the last glass for a long time!

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