Sorry I haven't posted in awhile. I am kind of in the middle of this shit and it sucks big time. We got 6 eggs and the stupid Nurse Practioner got me all excited for twins. Guess what happened? NOTHING. That's right - a BFN. Actually it wasn't even a negative pregnancy test because my period came two fucking days early! Yay for possible luteal phase defect!!!
So, I pick myself and brush myself off and go into start medicated cycle #5. I inject a very expensive 150 ml of Follistim into myself and head into in doctor's office on Thursday morning. I go into the pregnancy u/s room (which I really hate) and begin to watch the ovary show from the vagicam. The tech immediately starts freaking out - FIVE huge cysts. Like major cysts. I start crying uncontrollably and she tries to soothe me. She's probably seen it all and was very nice. I was then shipped to the waiting room and then moved into the doctor's office. I met with my least favorite doctor (let's call him "Doctor D-Bag") who told me that "my ovaries are going crazy." Newsflash Dr. D-Bag, that's not funny. Water works ensue leaving him totally uncomfortable and anxious. He did give me a free pack of birth control pills as a consolation prize.
That's right I said birth control pills. As in what you take when you don't want to be pregnant. Makes sense right? Fuckers. I have to take them all month ("it's really only 3 weeks") and then hopefully my ovaries will have shrunken back to their normal size.
But don't worry..the TTTC fun will still be going on. On Tuesday I get my HSG test! This is kind of scary deal because it determines whether your tubes are clogged. If they are clogged the test really sucks and is super painful. Oh and basically I can't get pregnant. So Tuesday is a pretty big day.
Something good needs to happen. Stat.
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