I went running today for the first time in at least 3 months. Running was the dividing line between the part of my life when I hated my body/myself and the past 7 years. I most recently replaced running with yoga (mostly because I love yoga - but also for TTC reasons as described below) but man oh man did it feel good.
For the past 6 months, every time I thought about starting running I thought about what effect it would have on my ovaries. Then I found out one of my favorite people got pregnant shortly after she ran her first 1/2 marathon and it got me thinking. I'm tired of putting my freaking life on hold and I want to start running again.
Here is one of my favorite pics of myself - after I finished my first (and only) marathon
Part of me feels like I could do that again if I really wanted to. It feels so good to think about something other than trying to get pregnant or my stupid job. I think I'm going to try to go running again this week.

Congrats on finishing your marathon! As a distance runner (I've only done the half distance) one of the best comments someone told me is that [procreation] is a marathon for us [the infertiles] and a sprint for others [the myrtles]. I like to point out that while sprinters get all the attention, everyone is more impressed with the distance runners!
ReplyDeleteCongrats, Andy, on your marathon! And to the commenter above, as a marathoner and infertile myself, I draw so much inspiration out of your words :) Thank you!
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