No News is Good News

So it's Monday - 2 more days until my blood test.  Today I spent the day document reviewing which means my mind had a lot of time to wander.  At several points throughout the day I contemplated whether I could be pregnant.  I had a really weird and sharp pain that I've never felt before in my life.  So I think I'm either knocked up or something is wrong with me.  I hope its the former.


Here are my "pregnancy" symptoms:  big boobs, cramping, thirsty, weird ovary pain, sore throat on Saturday, emotional basketcase (this is really my normal state).  I also felt really tired and unmotivated in yoga class.


I'm consumed by the idea of just taking a pee test, thus obviating the need for the dramatic blood test...the missing work....the blood poke...the sad call from my NP.  The only reason I'll do it is to make 100% sure that I can start drinking on Wednesday once I know it's negative.